Yeah, there's lots of things people don't want me to do.

[flippant, because he doesn't so much care about that]

I was mad. Obviously. I'm still mad. [he kicks at the ground, looking at anything but Jay] I wanted you to say it. And, I guess... I thought... It was stupid, but... I guess I thought maybe you'd reconsider. Even if not what you guys were actually planning, 'cause I get that you think it's the only way, I dunno. Maybe I thought you'd reconsider how you did it.